To My Readers;
I honestly have no idea why any of you still follow me, but you do. So, whatever the reason that keeps you coming back, I’d like to say, Thank You. I’d also like to offer you the most humble apology I can muster. Unfortunately, this ‘crisis’ the world is currently in has revealed that I am nowhere near as humble as I’d thought I’d become, so I’m not sure how much my apology is worth.
For years now, I’ve been giving many of you the impression that I am unstable. I suppose, in a way, I am. I’ve finally figured out what has been going on with me, but I’m not going to explain it because it doesn’t matter — especially now. All that matters is that many of the people I have always trusted to keep me grounded are starting to tell me they are worried about me. This scares me.
You see, the insane don’t realize they are insane. I believe I am totally rational, but people I value for my estimation of their steady and grounded character are telling me they think I’m losing my grip on reality. It all centers around this COVID-19 ‘crisis.’ No one seems to see the things I see, and it has me questioning myself in ways I’ve never done in the past.
If I am correct, then it doesn’t matter whether I share what I see with others or not. I’m just going to convince them that I’ve gone insane. On the other hand, if I am wrong, then I confirm their suspicions. Either way, writing about what I see happening in our world today serves no purpose. Whether I am right or wrong doesn’t matter; I do more harm than good either way.
Therefore, from now until this ‘crisis’ is ‘over,’ I will confine myself to writing about things that don’t really matter if people believe or not — Scripture. You see, if I write correctly about the Lord’s Word, then those who are supposed to find it, will. On the other hand, if I write incorrectly about the Lord’s Word, then those who are under His protection will ignore or it. And the rest? Well, right or wrong, they will dismiss me as a lunatic either way. So, the way I see it, writing about Scripture is a win-win. I might help others understand The Word, but I won’t harm anyone if I’m wrong about what I write.
So, for now, I placed all my COVID-19, as well as my other political posts in an ‘Admin-Only’ status. They’re still there, but they will stay hidden until such time as I am certain the Lord wants me to publish them again. I just hope that I’ll finally start sounding ‘stable’ again — and soon.
–Black 3, Actual